How She fell in love with herself

How she fell in love with herself

written by: Vinita Singh



There was a girl who was different. She was different from everyone else. Even though she was focused on one thing. Her focus went into many things. As others could drive a car and speak on a cell phone. She could only drive, talking on the cell phone was something she refused. As others spent time on themselves with makeup, she went and learned classes on doing makeup and applying it on others which helped her, learn it herself. As others organized their house, she had a job, where she learned to organize a closet, or fold things in a professional manner. As others worked she volunteered forty hours. To her surprise as a decade passed, in reality she realized she had knowledge and skills of many things and her focus was everywhere. But suddenly she started seeing the real stuff she loved doing. She realized she had a lot of friends to help her see and get her focus back. One friend told her, I know your a good dancer but to be an instructor, and you have been teaching with kids, you need to focus on your dance and practice over and over. Another friend would tell her, Life is simple. Keep it simple. Another friend told her, you are so talented, so smart and so beautiful, you could take over the whole world. She started hearing these words. She started trying to get a balance a focus on life. She realized she had written many things. She was starting to work on a novel. She was starting to write and had written more than thirty poems, she had written twenty three short stories, two childrens novels. She had done demos at two or three places for dancing. There was one friend who told her, don't give up. Another friend told her, do not expect the results of your fruit, just do your job. Then she started to take whatever she had learned from her dance and use it for practice everyday, with her own choreography. She started communicating with two friends on a novel she was writing, but also helping them about life situations as they helped her. She started to get up, and make sure she was focused on how she looked, first by wearing a right amount of makeup. She then started getting up and exercising everyday. After that she started meeting new friends who she tried to meet on a monthly basis so she had contact of friends in person. Everyday the girl was doing something that made her fall in love with herself. She first got up and put on her favorite music and listened to it. Sometimes she put on words with lyrics and tried to sing the song with the lyrics. Other times she put on music and just danced with her own choreography. This put a bit of confidance on her. The workout and music made her spirit a live. Then oher times, she spoke with a friend and laughed with them. As she danced she tended to use her narcisstic personality and look in the mirror at herself. Some time she realized that she really liked herself, because what she had thought herself or learned from outside could be used to teach others. She started reading books, and getting a big list, from a magazine, even if it had a simple workout or a simple makeup or what makeups to keep with you. She started reading about other stars and what they went through to be successful. On a day to day life the girl had structure on things she tried to do, and now as she fell in love with herself, she was focused on learning the words of the songs through lyrics. Exercising but dancing at least two hours a day. Writing a poem. Or having her favorite candy. Or listening to her favorite song. These were things that she did to make herself fall in love with herself more.

Vinita Singh June 5, 2010

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